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A Pretty Maze of Emptiness  
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Even through the smoke  and all other distortions  I tried to see through you  to read what's not already there   
:: The warnings not written on the label::   
Light another cigarette  and nurse it til it burns out  You never had a way with words  So you kept your mouth shut  And the silence was what reminded me that  I was alive   
I always respected every phrase  that left your lips  Because I knew that those were the pair that  lended me their loving kisses.   
Listening to songs on repeat  Lyrics containing things I dare not say  I th

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Occupying Every Thought...The scent of her being   lingered momentarily under his nose  
after she had gone home for the night  he thought to himself once more  is this what I’ve been waiting for?   
All his life he had longed for comfort  Someone to finally believe in  Away until tomorrow  And he so badly wanted her near  To hold her close  And whisper sweet things in her ear   
She was one of those “good girls gone train-wreck”  Due to a shaky past involving trust  
And a heart handed over to the undeserving  A struggle known all too well to many  “You’ll never be good enough”. Occupying Every Thought...
in Open on 1/26/05
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in Experimental on 2/19/04
Distortion --ContinuedSo she took away my tools of escaping, with tears flowing like mad from her green eyes. She kept asking “why?!”  
“Why do you want to do this to yourself?!”   
I wouldn’t even answer… she would never understand…  Even if she did, she wouldn’t let herself know of it…   
My mother tried for years and years of my young life to dress me up in girly outfits and put ribbons in my long curly black hair. Her dream was for me to be perfect and of course, I never in a day was, not in her eyes…  
I’m nearly 18, I smoke, I curse like a sailor, and have quite a unique point of view; but I’m a good kid, really…  I bi Distortion --Continued
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Journal Entry: Wed May 18, 2005, 2:12 PM
We turn skeletons into goddesses, and look to them as if they might teach us how not to need.
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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Evansville, IN.
  • Interests: Writing, music, piercings, tattoos...**ART!**
  • Favourite movie: Girl,Interrupted, taking lives
  • Favourite band or musician: a perfect circle, tori amos, lacuna coil, cold, bush
  • Favourite artist: evilfaeries,Razorsharpcandy & my boyfriend-David
  • Favourite poet or writer: razorsharpcandy,evilfaeries,rebelchic, torn-pages,troubled
  • Favourite photographer: Neeta
  • Shell of choice: my own...
  • Skin of choice: his...
  • Personal Quote: IF ONLY WHAT-IFS AND MAYBES WERE WILL-BES AND DEFINITELIES...
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, paper & my overactive mind...

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~razorsharpcandy:iconrazorsharpcandy: Sep 11, 2005, 6:26:55 AM
:glomp:

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-Tears-That-Angels-Cry-
...every tool is a weapon...if you hold it right...


~xnymphetaminex:iconxnymphetaminex: Sep 7, 2005, 3:34:09 PM
thank you for the watch dearest!:D

Love
Rowenna
:w00t:

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:rose: Go on and fail me...COme on and break me for good. :rose:
~showmeyourscars:iconshowmeyourscars: Sep 7, 2005, 1:41:07 PM
I MISS MY RAZORSHARPCANDY!!! :heart:

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Could I be read if i was see-through, or would you just read my spine? :blackrose: :rose: :blackrose:


just
ignore
the smoke
and smile...
~showmeyourscars:iconshowmeyourscars: Sep 7, 2005, 1:39:58 PM
well thank you! :headbang:
:rose: that means a lot, it really does. i was getting a lot of criticism from people around me about the things i was writing for a long time, it hurt my pride for awhile... i kinda fell outta things..

but i think it's safe to say...
i'm making a comeback, dammit!
:weed:

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Could I be read if i was see-through, or would you just read my spine? :blackrose: :rose: :blackrose:


just
ignore
the smoke
and smile...
*xshroudedx:iconxshroudedx: Jul 2, 2005, 6:39:58 AM
Love you gallery. Prepare to be stalked!

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to love and to be loved...let's just hope that is enough
~showmeyourscars:iconshowmeyourscars: Jun 6, 2005, 11:13:04 AM
no problem. i like your work
:)

:heart:

-JaMie-

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Could I be read if i was see-through, or would you just read my spine? :blackrose: :rose: :blackrose:


just
ignore
the smoke
and smile...
~showmeyourscars:iconshowmeyourscars: Apr 15, 2005, 11:23:22 AM
:shocked:
:hug: :boogie:
:heart:
awww thank you, thank you:!:
hehe :boogie:
i missed you lotz and lotz:!:

what the hell have you been up to??

:heart:
*Jamie*

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Could I be read if i was see-through, or would you just read my spine? :blackrose: :rose: :blackrose:


just
ignore
the smoke
and smile...
~razorsharpcandy:iconrazorsharpcandy: Apr 11, 2005, 1:00:14 PM
:kiss:

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-Tears-That-Angels-Cry-
...every tool is a weapon...if you hold it right...


~phoenixtx:iconphoenixtx: Feb 8, 2005, 2:13:07 PM
thank you for the fav on beloved :aww:

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found religion inside myself
i drank the blood, the flesh was stale
~phoenixtx:iconphoenixtx: Feb 4, 2005, 12:35:11 PM
thank you for the devwatch! :boogie:

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found religion inside myself
i drank the blood, the flesh was stale
~showmeyourscars:iconshowmeyourscars: Jan 21, 2005, 1:43:43 PM
What classes areyou taking?

me... well david and i have hit out year and a half mark as well as one HELLUVA rough patch. he hasn't been spending as much time with me lately... my feelings are very much hurt. we used to always be together (hell, we lived together until he lost the apt...) we loved spending time with each other.. last week we got into an argument. he was really hurt and upset/angry with me. now he's been spending more time with his friend, instead. so i've been sitting home thinking about how much i screwed up and how BADLY BADLY BADLY i wanna make shit all better and for everything to just work out!

other than that i'm trying to get back into writing. i've had a case of writer's block that has lasted several months :( so sad. :(
i've been working on it tho!

um... let's see.

i also work for the CITY OF EVANSVILLE now.
i just turned 19 on the 16th.. so that's considered a big deal i guess. being fresh out of high school with a city job.
it's secretarial. it's nice. i work with great people, which makes getting up so early a lot easier (by far, i am no morning person!)

that's about it for now, (i'm at work right now actually! :D shhh! :-x )

i better go!
phone calls, filing and paperwork await me!
lol
:heart:
:hug:
:heart:
talk to ya later:)

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Could I be read if i was see-through, or would you just read my spine? :blackrose: :rose: :blackrose:


just
ignore
the smoke
and smile...
~razorsharpcandy:iconrazorsharpcandy: Jan 20, 2005, 2:16:27 PM
schools okay,...lots of work, but im having tons of fun at the same time :) umm,...nothing exciting going on in my life otherwise though :( but anyhow, thats my life,...what about you?

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-Tears-That-Angels-Cry-
...every tool is a weapon...if you hold it right...


~SoCalledChaos:iconSoCalledChaos: Jan 19, 2005, 1:48:09 PM
Thanks so much for the :+devwatch:
:hug:
~ispheria:iconispheria: Jan 19, 2005, 10:40:54 AM
Thanks for the watch :hug:
~blood-stained-hands:iconblood-stained-hands: Jan 18, 2005, 7:13:44 PM
thanks for adding me to your friends list...i'm a good friend..hehehehe

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Buggrit, millenium hand and shrimp!
~showmeyourscars:iconshowmeyourscars: Jan 14, 2005, 10:59:41 AM
HOW ARE YOU DOING IN SCHOOL, BY THE WAY?

FILL ME IN ON WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON!

I COULD TELL YOU WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON IN MY LIFE, AND I WILL IF YOUR'E INTERESTED
:heart: HAHA

TALK TO YA IN A BIT

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Could I be read if i was see-through, or would you just read my spine? :blackrose: :rose: :blackrose:


just
ignore
the smoke
and smile...
~razorsharpcandy:iconrazorsharpcandy: Jan 14, 2005, 9:19:59 AM
awe. :heart: same here, i havent been able to come on lately because of the workload at school. but every once in a while i try my best to come on and give deviants my regards :)

:kiss:

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-Tears-That-Angels-Cry-
...every tool is a weapon...if you hold it right...


~showmeyourscars:iconshowmeyourscars: Jan 13, 2005, 2:49:22 PM
THANK YOU! :)
HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT NEW YEARS AND A MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO GET ON HERE NEARLY AS MUCH AS I USED TO, ON MY OWN PAGE, BUT YOU BETTER BELIEVE I'M CONSTANTLY CHECKING OUT ALL OF MY FAVORITE DEVIANT ARTISTS!!

:heart:

LOVE YA ;)

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Could I be read if i was see-through, or would you just read my spine? :blackrose: :rose: :blackrose:


just
ignore
the smoke
and smile...
~razorsharpcandy:iconrazorsharpcandy: Dec 27, 2004, 11:06:59 AM
it's a tad delayed, but MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!
and HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

:hug: have a wonderful holiday!

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-Tears-That-Angels-Cry-
...every tool is a weapon...if you hold it right...


~ahmedi:iconahmedi: Feb 15, 2004, 4:29:36 AM
ur vrey lovly and i hope see u :)
~razorsharpcandy:iconrazorsharpcandy: Feb 4, 2004, 10:07:01 AM
:hug: and i'm NEVER letting go! even tho this little guy here keeps giving short hugs,...ignore that, lol, it's one continuous hug for you! :nod: :heart: :kiss:

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-Tears-That-Angels-Cry-
...every tool is a weapon...if you hold it right...


*psy333-nudes:iconpsy333-nudes: Jan 29, 2004, 4:01:55 PM
tortured morbid artists are so dreary. try something new sweetie. either that of dont try and slam people that are better than you. =) have a great day- or maybe you would prefer to be depressed. whatever makes you happy =P
`sis:iconsis: Jan 28, 2004, 6:21:33 AM
Thank you for the sweet comment you left on my main page :hug:
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